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illusionofjoyI can just stare at the screen for hours. The apprehension will build inside me. I'll push it away and waste more time. I can do this...I can do this...no, I can't. I shudder. I stare at the scream some more. Maybe I'll pace around the room a bit. Maybe I'll drown myself in a fantasy. This is not the life I wanted to live. Yeah...this is not how my life is supposed to be turning out...
