I still love her

I stayed up last night, mostly working on my TSWP journal entry about CMJ 2002. It's still not done, so I'll probably plug away a bit more on it today before I pass out. Ah, if only I could devote the energy to my assignments that comes so easily for my exhibitionism...

5:00AM rolled around, and I realized that the Asian Goddess would be getting out of work soon in her time zone, so I IMed her cell phone with the simple message, "call me." Two seconds later, my phone rings and she is on the other end of the line. We talked until I dragged myself to WAIH this morning...

She gave up on me, so I should just ditch her, right? I just can't. I still love her and I can't stop. She's given up and continues to, so I should just tell her to go to hell, right? Right?