I still love her

[illusionofjoy]

I stayed up last night, mostly working on my TSWP journal entry about CMJ 2002. It's still not done, so I'll probably plug away a bit more on it today before I pass out. Ah, if only I could devote the energy to my assignments that comes so easily for my exhibitionism...

5:00AM rolled around, and I realized that the Asian Goddess would be getting out of work soon in her time zone, so I IMed her cell phone with the simple message, "call me." Two seconds later, my phone rings and she is on the other end of the line. We talked until I dragged myself to WAIH this morning...

She gave up on me, so I should just ditch her, right? I just can't. I still love her and I can't stop. She's given up and continues to, so I should just tell her to go to hell, right? Right?

Comments

beautiful boy...

[jagnightwalker.livejournal.com]

we can't turn off our hearts.

I agree

[razorkiss.livejournal.com]

I agree with whoever posted before me. We can't turn off our hearts. Even tho it would be great to turn it off at times, we just can't, besides what type of a world would this be if we could? Feelings and love are like a quote my youngest sister says from a movie. "Never give up, Never surrender" Hang in there my friend. She will soon see.