Who am I that I should be vying for your touch?

I broke up with the girl yesterday morning. She called me up and canceled our Friday get-together, so I called her back and canceled on her permanently. These cancellations of her's had become chronic, sending me a meta-message much stronger than her verbalizations of "I care about you" and "I love you." She then returned my call and told me that she had lied about her reasons for canceling. She...lied...to...me...

If nothing else, I know where I stand on her list of priorities. Things are messy right now. Let's not chat about despair...